Through the other eyes

She couldn't get it, she just couldn't. She would kill every single living person on earth, just to please him; ahe would take a bullet in his place, just to simply know he is alive. Yet nothing she has done had came close to making him happy, in fact it pissed him off more.

She was smart, well smarter than you think at least. Her IQ was average, slightly lower than Light's, which would have been a shocker for anyone who knew her. However, she never liked being smart and pretended to be stupid...well more like naïve. Light, not even L could detect a hint of any lying escaping from her lips as she told ridiculous responses.

Though in her opinion she had done stupid things that any normal...person would have done. Ok, maybe not so normal, depending what you actually consider normal. She forgot to make sure there were nothing on the tapes that would led to my identification and because of that she is suspicious for being a killer. Or more specifically the second Kira, her boyfriend Light.

Kira was a monster in some eyes but a saviors in the eyes of others. In her eyes he was a hero, in a way, for he killed the monster who killed her parents. Of course killing is wrong, they all say that but in the time when one kills in defense, or is saved through the death of another, will they act the same.

Misa was such a good actor she sometimes believed she was actually childish. It went a bit too far, for Light was in no mood to talk; especially with her, but he was never in the mood. She was tired of always being ignore, sure privacy and space were important but he always had that with or without her.

"Tell, Misa" she said in a drunken tone, she laid on the couch besides Light. She tugged on his sleeve trying to get him to focus on her even for a minute, then she would let him be. "Enough", he whispered and lightly tugged away his sleeve, she sighed. It was getting her nowhere if he simply answered the damn question maybe should would let him be.

"Tell Misa why Light-kun doesn't love her, Misa loves Light-kun?" She was getting a bit tired of calling herself in third person, but it made her sound stupid, right? What she disliked more than being ignored was being avoided, especially questions. "Because..." he said looking the other way not noticing her eyes rolled. (Well, that explains everything) she thought annoyed. One more time before she gave up for the night and gently tugged trying to look straight into his eyes. "Because why?" she knew he wasn't gonna tell her but at least she wanted to know some reason on why she should change a bit, keeping it to himself won't make her less annoying.

Rem told her before meeting him for the first time to be careful, and she told Rem that Kira wouldn't dare hurt her. Not since she had the upper hand, which was the shinigami eyes. These eyes could tell her a person's name and when they die unless they came in contact with the notebook. She might giver her life up for Light, but she would never let Light be the one to take it.

"Because your useless" Light yelled pulling his arm away and standing up. She blinked in confusion(useless?) she might be smart but still not the brightness crayon in the box. Though they all had their moments being dull at one point. Not sure how to react she replied "w-what?"

"Your so useless almost blowing your cover with L, your so dense never knowing that i was just using you, clench to me too much, you never think before you act, and you are so damn annoying, it is like talking to a parrot" he said taking a deep breath, rubbing between his eyes as if it would make him calmer.

Misa was usually a very cheerful stabled person, but something tugged at the back of her head...or more like the brain. One thing was for sure no more acting like Misa-Misa-chan, or whatever the hell she calls herself, she dropped the goofy tone, and cute acting. No more acting.

"Is that what you think of me" she said, which made Light looked surprised a bit...ok actually a lot."D-did you just say 'me'?" She sighed really annoyed at were this was going. She mocked his stuttering and said "Y-y-yes 'I' did and if you thought I was annoyed you should have said something, but instead of telling it to my face you probably said it behind my back." She got up brushing herself off and turned towards the door walking forward.

"I'll send someone over to retrieve my stuff," usually she would even feel guilty at the thought of leaving Light, yet when she did it; nothing, no guilt, nor pleasure. She closed the door behind her while leaving but opened it again to finish "also it is over between us" and close the door slowly.

Light was standing up when she left and dropped onto the couch which sunk really deep while trying to figure out what just happened. First she was acting completely stupid and immature Misa but now... she talking in first person. Sure talking in first person was no big deal but how easily she said it as if she wanted to speak in first the whole time; as if she was tired of using third person. Another thing that bothered him, which he would deny is that he felt weird right after being dumped.

He got up and made his way over to his bed while turning off all the lights. He laid in the dark what seemed like hours, staring at the blank ceiling, and could have sworn to have almost slept with his eyes open. Luckily, after a few more moments past he drifted off to sleep, unconsciously thinking about Misa, not knowing he wouldn't remember the dream.
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Redid the whooole thing because I new I sucked making fanfics at that time and I don;t like fixing my mistakes because people read it and liked it. The whole redoing thing seem...pointless. Especially when you don't get as much reviews as you want.